Its been a while since those naturally ambience-ing tone lingering and surrounding my ears, creating that atmospheric depth, warm and soothing to the soul. Remind me of beautifully crafted musics someone did all this while. Perplexed yet amazed by this touching melody, emotions start to kick in, reminiscing all these years of forgiving hearts and lending helps. In the end, nobody seems to care, seems to concern, except those closes to your heart – Family.
Caressing my soul, emotionally balancing deep thoughts have yet to succumb over me, giving out its full potential, remembering oldies, touches the heart to the very point of nerves. All alone, all by myself, yet family support is so tender, people makes use of others, lending help has never been so hard as before where pure appreciation came in just in a tickling of time.
Been all this while serving, giving, caring, endlessly in all aspects, whether intentional or unintentional, has been turned down yet piercing to the very deep of my heart, self pity has never been an issue now or forever, none applies to this context of thoughts. Church goers are becoming too mainstream nowadays, forgetting the spiritual life that one need to acquired, instead of hanging out with friends loitering around with no purpose-driven. Serving has been hard, language barrier, overtaking issues, pride, ‘selfless’ heart, manipulative and monopolising issues has been so far becoming a inner warrior issues in every man’s heart.
' Close ones ‘ – those you care before or now, been using you, leading oneself to deep emotional state of ambience saddened heart, without realizing how selfish one can be in this area, gaining much possessions and art of helping, throwing all the needs away, forgetting what lies ahead. Barriers or rather lots of barriers, broken down by the blood, unity in Christ, maintaining and uplifting His Grace given for free to us, without overlooking problems, accidents, happenings in life, all bounded by soundscape of Grace, yet ambiencing out thoughts to the very soul.
By His blood, we shall be set free, by His grace, we shall be victorious in life, and by His wisdom, we shall be overcomers, for He wipe out every tears, replacing it with unending love, joy, peace, fruitful thoughts, and above all, His everlasting love for us. Amen. Alex.
