Deep into the very being of us, there’s this urge to try out a vast range of stuffs either we are conscience or not about the ending part that we are going to endure. But when success turns out to be an aberration, we starts to put the blame either on ourselves or those that is so close and mean the most to you. The perpetual abhoring of situations prolonged one’s suffering and pains with the clear heart conscience of what’s happening around. Despite the arcane fact that darks remain hidden, and lights remain uncovered, some non-fruitful and selfish demands are not to be seen or treated as an acquiesce, far more indulging yourself with alacrity with a purpose of appeasing both side. Such avarice of heart its gonna takes some time for it to gain back the original conscience and coherent of thoughts.
Its always been a grey matter to have a clandestine liaison without realizing what’s the consequence that we have to endure finally. Some party suffers or other words, coerced into a dark matter which in one way or other, affects those surrounding people. Complacency heart has been too naïve to connive plans that will strike the very deep of one’s heart, hurting so much that even the truth shall be forcefully twisted. Its only through the power of love and the Blood that Christ has given us which surpasses all understandings, all thoughts and no greater sins or mistakes that we have done are too massive for Him to deal with. Yet even with this in mind, heart can be debased and deceived into conceiving negative thoughts and feeling rather to detest the truth within one’s action.
Excessive deferential to one’s character can be fatal to our heart conscience even without us realizing it. Too much of indulging ourselves into one’s shoes and thoughts of their heart has proven to be fruitless and yet we still wanna remain in it with the so-called clear conscience of our heart. Its time to abraid our heart, our soul, and our mind to be wise in everything that we are dealing with, not to be sloppy as before, as this will only lead to wider misunderstandings and hurts. This is what we called an evolue, primitive thinking that has been shaped and educated in modern ways.
Our ways of doing and coping with things has been a very verisimilitude situation, in which we are unaware of what we have done until the stage of harboring this consequence and foolishly troubles those that are giving you much concern. Learn to appreciate, instead of being a tyro and tractable person, to give your beloved one a fair treat, I believe is far more decent act rather than indolent or feel that oneself is inept to carry out any tasks.
The heart has been a weak source of spring and thoughts in which one can be either deceived or learnt from it, gaining enough information to justify it. It has been a link to different mentality, relationships and school of thoughts, with others regard it as a stressful mechanism that makes someone crazy after years of studying it. Chances don’t just come by and go, its either we learn to appreciate it or leave it. The more we suppress ourselves into doing what is right in His sight, we’ll never learn or accomplish anything big in our lives.
As far as the tile goes by, with our own heart and mind conscience in doing things that are so appealing to us sometimes, learn to differentiate between good and evil. Since we are already accepted and He has given us a second chance, grab it seriously and learn to strive upon it, without looking back, but instead keep on pressing for Him till you see His face, embracing you with a welcoming love, whispering in your ears saying ‘I love You’. Alex.
