Coming up at this stage of life and moment, even at this mind jabbing distinctive transfer of time frame, framing on myself has becoming a touch and go situation whereby listening to people has always been a priority till the stage of becoming one of them. For the phrase ‘way of life’ has been so intellectually debated and poured out as if its some thoughts of wisdom kept on lingering on each others mind like a perpetrator. A perpetual character is somehow surfaced among issue of becoming more and more self-upholding. Its all begun with bringing up as well as circle of friends.
Somehow gaining a simple motivating rotor is much more crucial than just justifying oneself to elevate our mood at that particular moment of time. Restricting self in giving and accepting compliments have become too stringent as people are beginning to bring up as many reasons as possible to somehow crooked up words that you have spoken. Intermittent route as a way of escaping from all of these has been a priority in many people’s lives as in withdrawing oneself to a so called wilderness in order to accomplish so called self indulgence and self priority moment of truth.
Does all these make sense at all? Does doing good deeds earn us salvation? Or does our ‘intellectual way of life’ guaranteed us a bright future? And if that future of brightness is just our short life on earth, what the significance of that……it’s a shame to get to know someone who are so into this life until the stage of silence, like the sound of bullets injected out from a silencer, bringing up the whole atmosphere of silenceness just to install a wise thinking or movement for self? What a waste is that. Considering others better than yourself, the writer himself struggles sometimes in this particular moment of time frame. And that’s why a shifting of time or simply deletion of time frame is so important as to move on with our lives and leaving back what is over.
Its 10.30pm, Sat night, after service, what a time to regain back my consciousness, feeling the freshness of splashing thought running through my room, its an atmosphere of greatness surrounded with joy and passion for the Lord, as the Sprit leads me, oh, and great joy just overflowing in me every moment. The word ‘backslides’ just peeping through my mind, my cerebellum….instead of looking back, press forwards towards that goal, have you ever regret your position now? Think of this while you are alone with Him, calming down your mind, asking Him for the road, the way, the life and the truth of all these.
It’s a great moment to endure in this challenging yet fulfilling life, filled with His purposes for us to finish the race………..above all, Your Grace Is Enough, Lord…Alex
